i barely update anything anymore. i dont update my site, my twitter, my bloggy, friggin anything, dude! its not that i dont want to, either. its just that i’m in this lazy funk bubble filled with stress and poverty. i’m constantly worrying about money or college or getting a job or meeting a guy or if i’m getting squishy round the middle or if my laptop is going to shit all over itself and die. i’m suprised i don’t have an ulcer yet. i’m trying to help make things easier by setting goals and planning things but even that gets stressful sometimes. i’ve decided. i’m gonna update this bloggy at least three times a week, update my twitter once a day, work on my site once a week, work on my novels more often, and try to resist the urge to bitch-slap my hair. (it can be a real whore to de-frizz…) even though updating all these things doesnt really matter in the long run, i’ll at least feel like i buckled down and accomplished something. i’m gonna tackle this crap-parade called life and punch it in the shin.